Last major numerical date.

nothing happened this few days.
hmmm....
just wanna share what ive done on 12.12.12.

12.12.12. Last major numerical date in this century.
So how am i gonna make this a memorable day?
I would start to learn guitar, do something ive never done before and of course, full schedule.
Learning guitar is definitely not easy as ABC.
I realized that they're more complicated than piano or drum.
You have to use your force and be able to react quick while changing the chords.
I have short fingers which make it even hard for me to handle.
Tip of my left fingers are pain like hell and i think they swell.
I wanted to strum a guitar like any other players do since i was 14.
I wish i could sing and strum good someday but i dont have a guitar.
So, someone gave it to me when she doesnt play it anymore.
I was super duper happy that time!
Thanks her for the guitar, or else i wouldn't have the chance to strum a guitar NICELY. :D

although the guitar is old and pretty cheap, but it still sound good plus someone changed the strings for me.
( he strummed to hard or i can say, the strings were TOO OLD. and then it broken.)

afterwards, i hit the gym in the evening to kill the time.
moreover, that was the first time i went to gym during this long long holiday! surprised huh?
that's why ive gained some weight!
my face is getting rounder and rounder somehow. lolll

well, my dad asked me to wash our bicycle that night.
guess what. that was my first time  washing MY bicycle! ( i think lah...maybe ive done it before) 
It was fun though. :)
But that time was too dark. can barely see the dirtiness cause we didnt switch on the light.
so wash in the dark! wu-hoo!

I have my 12.12.12 with all those stuff i've 'never' done. So what's yours? (half-half)

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Dead Fish here!

Such a boring day.
keep on flashback the time we spent together.
Miss you like crazy.
I mean I'm a person who will cry or get upset easily when somebody used to be stick around with me suddenly left.
Do nothing today, feel moody.
Without them, i feel like a dead fish. Lifeless.
Just had Milo as brunch and usual dishes as dinner.
Totally fucked up!

Stayed up late yesterday.
I wonder why guys took so long to reply message.
What takes them so long to ignore people's message? (or you can say, forgot)
In case you didn't know, or just found my blog few sec ago, I'm a night owl.
I STAY UP LATE and RISE UP LATE.
still unable to accept the fact though, sorry. need some time to get over it.
But sometimes the more you want to forget someone/something, the more you remember it.
Time pasts and heals almost everything.
Time could change a person and does not wait.
sigh...

Now i know what person is she.
Selfish, inconsiderate, ridiculous, want people to obey what she said, liar, two-faced woman.
talk bad things bout people and yell when she doesn't satisfied.
Heard what her friends say and be like a boss. wtf!
Blame people when she did wrong.
It's unnecessary to know who she is. cause it's not a biggie.
I'm just tired being with her.

However, I'll try to party  hard, make mistakes, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, do the things i afraid to do, break the rules, forgive quickly and do something i never done before.
cause after all, i'm only young once.
Do what i want before it's too late.

Just be yourself and don't give a shit about what others might think about you.
Live your life and dream big!
Let's do it together!

Still afraid of the coming of 2013.

Fear to face it. lolll

061212

Feeling down these days.
Knowing my family don't even put their trust on me is a sad case to me.
I mean, i can take care of myself. I know what I'm doing.
I'm not a 3-year-old kid anymore, hello?!
I know what to do and what's not.
I can differentiate, ok!

She hates them, but she no need to treat them this way!
Just blame it on me!
Why you have to be like this, blaming those who are innocent.
We know him since we were kids!
And of course, we know him better than you do!
How can you judge a book by its cover? Insensible!

Why can't i go to Singapore with them?
I used to be like this when i was still a kid.
I'm so disappointed.
You definitely don't feel anything because you weren't me.
I just want a memorable holiday, like spend some nights in different places.

YOU said ask for permission and i did! But you lie to me!
Why you always stop me from going anywhere! not even with my grandma.
Unless you should give me a sensible REASON!

YOU said YES before that.
But how can you changed your mind after that?
I knew they've said something to you, did they?
you believed, i guess...

Think that my Sister is the only one who can fix me.
Cause only she sees the pain in me.

031212

Finally have some time to update my blog.
there's many things i wish for. COUNTLESS.
since im jobless during this holiday, i got no money.
Plus, i take shopping almost everyday, how can i never buy A thing?
But believe it or not, I do!
I just bought two stuff in last month.
Oh yea, I headed to penang last saturday in the morning.
I ate many stuff in there.
I can feel that my stomach was gonna burst!
It's been a while i didn't back to penang.
And this was why I keep forcing myself to eat ALL i want!
I don't wanna felt regret after that.
And now im fat!
Penang is definitely considered as a FOOD PARADISE.
And it is my second home!
Unfortunately i just stay there for 2 days. That's obviously can't full-filled my wants.

Okay, here's another short update from me.
Hope you hate me for being that bored! lolllll!

261112

okay, this will be a apologize post or maybe results?

I'm so sorry for what i did last night.
I didn't meant it!
I know i shouldn't 'encourage' you have an argument with your mom.
I know i shouldn't hit your Ipad.
I should have known right? SHIT!
I know youre gonna hate me for that. go ahead.
I admit I'm so wrong. I do feel guilty and terrible!
Just blame it on me.
Damn it! Im a girl who brings bad luck so maybe i should stay away from you guys.
still feel awkward to face you all... 
so... Hate me maybe? lolll
I don't feel any happy last weekends.
Because so many bad things happened to me.
Im not gonna mention that but.............................I GOT LAST 4TH PLACE in my class.
HOWEVER, i didn't fail them. LUCKILY!
Gonna fail my BC if 1 more mark got deducted.
My final exam's result is pretty OK to me.
Plus it's good to be in the second class, isn't it? Haha!

Hope i can fix them after all...

Please let me help.

I have the responsibility to fix it back.

231112

Happy holiday!
How's your day? Feel great?
Guess this month would probably be my movie-marathon month.
Ive watched all films in theater but still left some of it. Like malay film?
Plus, I've been going out for shopping like every single day! Wth!
Except for sunway. Because There's too jam.
To me, paranormal was suck!
Twilight, cold war, rise of the guardian and taichi were nice! Especially perfect pitch!
It was super awesomeee! Their voices were amazing! Really!
Make me wanna do acapella so bad!
Actually it's been a long time I didn't update my blog. So sorry.
I mean I stay up late every night as we were back home late maybe like 11 or 12 something?
I'm here just to tell you what I've been actually doing during these couple weeks. Loll!
Will update more frequently. :)
Goodnight!

141112

I'm not feeling happy right now.
So im gonna do a short update today.
Guess everybody hates me when I'm fuming.
Seriously. don't get near me when I'm mad.
My anger and silence can kill you straight away! lollll!

Well, my life have been busy this few weeks.
Because i go out for shopping like everyday!
Going out somewhere is definitely not a good thing for me
As i have to try and mix-and-match different outfit EVERYDAY!
It just make my head aches!

here's my outfit of the week...

#Wednesday

#Thursday

Hell yea, i got nothing much to tell.

I'm just crapping... wtf!

Hope you all like it.

Actually i think most of them are the SAME.

Guess it's all i have to share today. 

So sorry for the very short update guys! :D

131112

Hello! How are you doing?
Quite busy these few days as my friend who came long way from Singapore is spending a week here.
It's pretty headache when you don't know where to bring them to.
So, we just walk, watch film, buy, sing, play and eat eat eat!
We headed to Pavilion that day.
I don't know what to eat and so just simply ordered Cheese Pizza at Pizza Hut.
Since people say the 7 cheese pizza thingy is nice...

We ordered beef & cheese pizza. 

It tasted bad to me, i mean not ALL of them were bad.

In fact, the white-ball thingy was way too salty.

I think they should taste it before it was served. 

Anyway, we left two slices there. Because we were full! You know, cheese make you feel full easily.

And then we off to theater to watch "Cold War".

It was amazing!!! trust me!

Although it was pretty confusing, but it worth to watch.

I bet you'll probably know what they were talking about like maybe 70% at the end. lollll!

Something i don't really understand is why parents always ask what to eat but they'll buy you the different stuff you've said! 

It's like just wasting your saliva answering their stupid question!

I mean, if they have the thoughts of going somewhere else or eating something else, STOP ASKING US NO MORE! 

okay, perhaps you don't get what i mean, but just read roughly.

OR you can chose not to read it. just pass it and look what i wore. :D

Outer from SEED, Paul short tee from StyleMeBK, shorts from BKK.