Friday, January 27, 2012
i want a creeper shoes so desperately!!!
but it's just too FEW in malaysia. i can't find the type i want. yup. LAME. feel like going out everyday. however, none of my friends are FREE. some busy getting their ANGPAO, and some not in here. my life would be better if my sister was here. RIGHT NOW.
today is friday right? (don't really remember the dates and the days. CONFUSED.) thought of shopping with one of my friends, but she did not replied my message. so... called off. there's the only way to solve it.
have a DATE with my peeps AGAIN on this saturday at music zone. i'm so freaking upset that my father is attending a dinner at 8pm in PENANG while i will be back at 5.30pm. now, that's the point! it's IMPOSSIBLE we DRIVE 2 and a 1/2 hours to our hometown. am i right? 20-4.30=15.30. so that means i should go back at 3.15pm? (15 mins for the lrt) GREAT! kt sure will smack or punch me once we met. DAMN IT! and of course, everyone's gonna hate me for the FFG. then what's the point i went back here all the way from penang and doing nothing in here? well, i rather playing monopoly deal with my UNDER AGED cousins than doing housework in KL. thought that i could make it on this saturday... but now? sigh... i'll chose to stay in penang if i knew i won't showed up on this DATE. SHIT!
Sunday, January 22, 2012
hmm... what should i pose? *trying SO HARD to dig something out of my mind*
oh yeah~ i found ya! MIAOOOO~
oh yeah~ i found ya! MIAOOOO~
to be honest, i hate my phone. i mean blackberry. it is so hard to use it. i have no idea how to download the Whatsapp or even change the email address. so f*cking complicated! plus, im going to spend my cny without a new sneakers. CONVERSE. i've searched them up and down but still can't find the size that suits me. and i was like " WHAT?! i've been looking for YOU since last month. now you told me you are OUT OF STOCK? darn it! " do you know how annoying is it if you can't get something you wanted so badly. however, all you did was let me down.
btw, happy chinese new year to all of you! wishing you twelve months of happiness and prosperity--a lot of both! do what you want, eat whatever you want and drink whatever you want. but promise me, don't get sick during your wonderful holiday. like what boon said, drink more water, eat more fruits and do more exercises, remember! haha :DD
Monday, January 16, 2012
I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life. I'm over you. You know, I still shake when you walk by. And I still save all of our online conversations. I still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name. I still think about you most of the time. And I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. In my mind you are breathtaking. And I've never seen such a gorgeous smile. But I'm over you... Really, I am. I cry almost every night because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am, and I cry because I think I will be crying forever.
I hate how the moment I hear your name, even if mention about it, cause a million memories will flash though my head. Anyway, I'm not going to stress out over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried and maybe I didn't try hard enough, but it didn't seem to work and it's exhausting. And I'm not saying that I don't want you, because believe me, I do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you.