Saturday, July 30, 2011

Do you agree with that?


yup. I agree with that. According to me, it's totally weird and also complicated. I don't like to be complicated. It makes people confused. Hence, MAD, too! I'm trying hard to resist from being like that. However, don't believe me, cause I'm a dilettante. dimwitted sammi.


Gahhh! Trial's coming! Need to keep studystudySTUDYstudystudy!!! Besides that, I got to stay home with my annoying sister on next Saturday, Sunday and Monday ALONE due to some special reasons. *crying*  Do you guys know why? The answer was: cause I need to face the f*#king exam! *smashing the table* That's why I can't taste fried rice, tom-yam, pineapple... sighhhh... 


Look! I sanggup berkorban for the History exam not like you all. :) Ohhh, I'm so proud of myself. -.-" So compliment me, people. ^o^

Sunday, July 24, 2011

It is hard to avoid!

something's stuck in my head, and i got no idea what is that! do you know how terrible is it? gahh! i can't completely explain through writing. that's suck! SOOOO SUCK!

tears are rushing out! and i can't even stop them! I'M SO USELESS!

my world turns upside down since you came into my life. i need some times to fix it right. i tried hard to gave what you wanted. i gave up my happiness just to see you smile somehow. sounds hilarious right? you know, sometimes i just walked away intentionally, and ignored it when someone mention about you. i can't exactly face you 'till now, just because i pissed you off. before i pissed off from your life, i would like to apologize to you that I'm so sorry for what i did to you. in the meantime, i sincerely hope you have forgiven me for any amount of pain or harm i might have caused you earlier.

and yeah, i know. my life is complicated.

don't be perasan, alright?
i'm not talking 'bout you, obviously.
i'm just crapping.



Friday, July 22, 2011

Pinnochio





人家说,
说谎的小孩鼻子会变长。。。
是真的吗?

如果你觉得这是对的话,
那我的鼻子就会像童话故事里的皮诺乔那么的长了。
赫赫!

因为。。。

今天。。。
我竟然欺骗了大家。

我。。。哭了。
又再一次的掉眼泪了。

我咬紧牙根地忍着!
不让眼泪有一丝的机会从我眼眶涌出!
生怕我那一副装出来的坚强会被揭穿。

很对不起,
我那装出来的坚强。

很对不起,
我暂时还不能接受"哭是不能解决问题"的事实。

很对不起,
我是个说谎的小孩。

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Happy Birthday Audrey!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


AUDREY!


this is for YOU!


but don't forget, YOU ARE OLD!

anyway, I LOVE YOU!

you are my BEST FRIEND FOREVER!

Liverpool Training Session

这几天都忙着读书,所以没时间更新。
真不好意思厚!
呵呵!

上个星期去看了足球赛。
两个字: 爽! 赞!

让我与你们分享一些照片吧!
 [这不是比赛,是training]

 Liverpool's player 进场咯!



 这还不算多人呢! [球迷]



 开始training 鲁。。。

 看看这两个小孩,笑得多么灿烂啊!

 这小子还在耍帅呢!



 那是我的脚!

 shhhh...他们正在关注着他们training...

 在回之前时还不忘拍个照,做纪念呢!

回家去咯!!!

虽然这练习有点闷,但还ok啦!
呵呵!

我跟你们说哦,
球员们都超级帅的!!!
又有muscle!
厚厚。。。
真是值得啊!



唉。。。
明天还得上台领奖。
真不懂该怎么做啊。。。
救命啊~~~
我不想上台!!!
一百万个不要!
而且我想都没想过!
为什么要选我? 
为什么?
why?
mengapa?

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Bee-zy!


ahhh~~~
exam's coming soon! 
gotta study! 
can't be lazy anymore!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Adios.



I'm tired to live like that. so freaking tired! I must try harder this year. And this year might be the last year I study at here, my friends. I'm so sorry that I have to leave you guys like this. Cause I had to! sigh... I'm trying my best to keep myself crazy and having fun with everyone because I know I'm leaving you guys soon...omg! I can't cry! Can't cry! I'm so damn terrify when every single minutes were passed away. How could the time be so heartless? Can't the earth "turns" as slowly as a tortoise? Anyway, adios and goodbye to all of my friends. I'll sms or even chat with you all although I'm not with you. Alright?

Monday, July 4, 2011

Friday, July 1, 2011

I'm So Sorry!


I'm so sorry, my friends.


I just felt out of control these few days.
Please forgive me.


I...I don't know why I could be like this!
I just...just...easy to get angry.
Maybe something's wrong with me or something was driving me crazy.


You know...
I don't wanna be insane!
But... *sigh*
I really don't want to talk about this crazy stuff!