"who do you think you are?? huh? just keep on and off just because sick of me? " "you this jerk, moron, idiot, bitch!!!! I hate you!!! it's that good by fooling a person around?"
I'm totally crazy! I on this entire day like a fool just for HIM! But he keep on on and off! I can't tahan anymore. So i decide not to talk to him, forget about him. And I can't be like this anymore. I should stop! I know I could do it! I will delete all those stuff that about him! Message, phone number, things that he gave...everything! And I did it! I threw those what he gave, deleted his phone number and message...
I love my best friends. One of them very concern about me. She even afraid of me! She afraid I would feel regret after making this freaking damn decision! But my dear friend, I won't be regret. Don't need to be worry. You will support me right?
Now I really won't accept him. Despite I still loving him. Never ever!
IT"S OVER NOW!!!
*Attention: I'm ain't a three years old kid anymore, I can settle things by my own self!!
It's tough to say "I DO" if someone ask you to marry or in love with him/her.
If you were a student, you'd really got no idea bout' this.
I'm so upset now.
Thinking whether we should back together or not.
I'm afraid of you. Obviously.
Don't know why.
You know who I'm talking about?
Kept it in your heart if you knew.
I know you were now at my blogger, reading my post.
But you came here on time. *cackle*
And thanks to my best friends.
Thanks for your suggestion.
Thanks for your everything.
It's true that '' You will find a second self in a friend" !
Oh ya! And also this,
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle; love is a war; love is a growing up" .
Yea. As what you'd read, LOVE IS A GROWING UP.
So I think I need to thanks someone else.
Right here, right now.
"Hey, you! Yea, I'm talking to you. How's your life? Good? Bad? OK OK? Anyway, thanks for what you had gave. Thank you! I'll appreciate. Heh! I'm sorry that I hurt you before. Making you angry, sad. But maybe you feel better after we broke up. Maybe. You won't hate me, right? Ha! Hope you'll find a woman who love you more than I do."
I knew I'm so....Meaningless.
But this is all I want you to know.
And someone would try to kill me or punch me after reading this "meaningless" stuff!
These days feels like hell! I cried whole night tonight! It's not your fault. It's my xxx. She's ridiculous, unreasonable and horrendous!!! She's totally crazy! And she always made a God-awful mess of it!!! WTF!
I'm now so mad! I'm gonna be a mad women soon. Exactly! But I can't stand anymore. You know? Everyone got their limit in everything.
FINE! Everything will be alright after some times. I'm waiting...
Is that I really miss all those crazy things ya said? You left them running through my head. The days feel like years when I'm alone. Why are you so special to me? You're always in my mind. I haven't felt this way before you know? Is it true that "Love begins with a smile ,grows with a kiss and ends with a teardrop"?
I LOVE PENANG. yea. it's Penang. hah! i mean Georgetown. i stay there since i was 3. there's my hometown. my lovely hometown. i usually sold fishes at Ayer Itam when i was a kid. you know where is it? google it, you may know. food in Penang was soooo tasty! especially LAKSA! everybody knew laksa was the most popular food in Penang. their taste is different compare with others... you must have a trip to Penang if you never been there before. must! trust me! don't feel regret to yourself. that's not a good feeling... haha!