Cheaters, Liars, Actors??

should i support them?

i really don't know

until i watched this video...

you guys should check this out.

it really surprised me

i think you'll do too

well, hopefully messi won't be part of them

i mean, a cheater.

I'm a big big liar! Be aware!

An untrue, absurd, ridiculous and bad liar who I am. Sometimes I hate my parents so much, cause they won't be telling me an actual date and day. Like what we have planned. For example, when we went for vacation or whatever, they'll just simply tell a month. However, nothing comes up. Or like NOW. telling me will pindah next week, but when I asked them once more, they told me next next week. I was like what the hack is going on? I've already told the world that I'm shifting next week! Shit! I can called myself the best liar in the world. Damn pro! Look, my friends are gonna kill me or won't be bothering me anymore. HOW?! And I can very sure they would ask when are you leaving actually? Can you confirm with me? Just give me a date and a day RIGHT NOW! And... NO LYING! But what can I do? I'm only the victim you know? I just told them what my parents told me. Sighh... So hard to be alive. Don't know how to survive after that. Hope they won't angry or throw bottles at me. Cause I've been letting them down like 3 or 4 times by telling them when i'm pindah with an unsure date. All I can say is, SORRY peeps! Last but not lease, don't ever trust or believe me. I'm not a good girl like you thought.

幸福。

1 早上被闹钟吵醒，说明还活着。


2 不得不从被窝里爬起来上班，说明没有失业。


3 收到一些短讯，搓搓麻将吃饭聚聚，说明还有朋友想念你。


4 上司的话十分刺耳，说明老板还在关注我。


5 衣服越来越紧，说明吃得还算营养。


6 很想休息但没被批准，说明还有一定的位置离不开你。






其实这样的你是很幸福的。

Time will tell...

FRENESI

i'll find someone better than you.

and give my heart and soul for him.

re cherche.

Sigh... Promise myself to stop bother him. But I just can't do it! It's so hard! When we chat, I'm always the last person to reply. That's so hurt! I feel like crying everytime. I tried so harddd to ignore him. However, i cant stop myself to do that, maybe I'm just too weak to avoid him. Although i loved him, he never quite loved me in the way i liked to be loved. Maybe my expectations are too high or maybe he can't love me like I want. I have to love myself more and that is what I am going to do right now. I will look for someone who will treat me better, appreciate me better and care for me as much as I care for him. Otherwise, I don't think that it is worth wasting too much time or heartache over something or someone who is not going to treat me right for the rest of my life if that is the way he is.

poooooooooost

O.M.G! I just can't believe what i've done just now! Urgghhhh! I shouldn't edited my phone book! Look, now i mess things up! ahhhh! My hands are just too itchy. have to punish them not to touch the phone for two hours! TWO? Is it enough for that? NO! 3 is better. okayyy! I've already settled down, so, no worries! Oh yeah~ But wait...WAIT! What am i supposed to do if the 'people' call me? What excuses should i give? uhhhh... thinkthinkthink... oh YESSS! i got it! But i'm not telling you. LOL! that's how i'm being a JOKER??? Fine, IDK. just let it be. ^.^*

fretful mi...

i want a creeper shoes so desperately!!!
but it's just too FEW in malaysia. i can't find the type i want. yup. LAME. feel like going out everyday. however, none of my friends are FREE. some busy getting their ANGPAO,  and some not in here. my life would be better  if my sister was here. RIGHT NOW.


today is friday right? (don't really remember the dates and the days. CONFUSED.) thought of shopping with one of my friends, but she did not replied my message. so... called off. there's the only way to solve it.

have a DATE with my peeps AGAIN on this saturday at music zone. i'm so freaking upset that my father is attending a dinner at 8pm in PENANG while i will be back at 5.30pm. now, that's the point! it's IMPOSSIBLE we DRIVE 2 and a 1/2 hours to our hometown. am i right? 20-4.30=15.30. so that means i should go back at 3.15pm? (15 mins for the lrt) GREAT! kt sure will smack or punch me once we met. DAMN IT! and of course, everyone's gonna hate me for the FFG. then what's the point i went back here all the way from penang and doing nothing in here? well, i rather playing monopoly deal with my UNDER AGED cousins than doing housework in KL. thought that i could make it on this saturday... but now? sigh...  i'll chose to stay in penang if i knew i won't showed up on this  DATE. SHIT!

Miaoooo~~

hmm... what should i pose? *trying SO HARD to dig something out of my mind*


oh yeah~ i found ya! MIAOOOO~

to be honest, i hate my phone. i mean blackberry. it is so hard to use it. i have no idea how to download the Whatsapp or even change the email address. so f*cking complicated! plus, im going to spend my cny without a new sneakers. CONVERSE. i've searched them up and down but still can't find the size that suits me. and i was like " WHAT?! i've been looking for YOU since last month. now you told me you are OUT OF STOCK? darn it! " do you know how annoying is it if you can't get something you wanted so badly. however, all you did was let me down. 

btw, happy chinese new year to all of you! wishing you twelve months of happiness and prosperity--a lot of both! do what you want, eat whatever you want and drink whatever you want. but promise me, don't get sick during your wonderful holiday. like what boon said, drink more water, eat more fruits and do more exercises, remember! haha :DD

Opps!

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life. I'm over you. You know, I still shake when you walk by. And I still save all of our online conversations. I still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name. I still think about you most of the time. And I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. In my mind you are breathtaking. And I've never seen such a gorgeous smile. But I'm over you... Really, I am. I cry almost every night because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am, and I cry because I think I will be crying forever.

I hate how the moment I hear your name, even if mention about it, cause a million memories will flash though my head. Anyway, I'm not going to stress out over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried and maybe I didn't try hard enough, but it didn't seem to work and it's exhausting. And I'm not saying that I don't want you, because believe me, I do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you. 

给你的。

你还是要幸福 

你千万不要在招惹别人哭 

所有错误从我这里落幕 

别跟着我 铭心 刻骨 

你还是要幸福 

我才能确定我还得很清楚 

确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅 

明天 开始 这一切都结束 

你如果很幸福 

半夜的简讯我就不需回复 

因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处 

我也 能有  

最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独

起床后的事。。。

睁开双眼，感觉枕头湿湿的。起床后发现，我昨天是哭着才睡着的。很可笑。因为很久都没这样过了。突然很怀念以前。不过。。。是时候忘记了吧? 久违了，回忆。




就因为你的一句 goodnight 所以我哭了。而且不再会等待你的回信。