REFUSED. a worst feeling for me. a decision you've made got refused by someone is like a feeling you got beaten down to hell. REAL BAD!
CRY. maybe is the only way for me to solve it. i'm so sorry that i've been so weak. weak enough to let a word to break me down so easily. maybe all i need is time... however, i still can't get why i keep on crying.
i'm such a crybaby.