091213

Had a very great day with co-workers yesterday. went to watch the hunger games with them work. I felt so sorry that I kept bringing them troubles. so sorry that you guys have to send me home like almost everyday. :( wanna own a car so desperately. then i can hang out with friends whenever i want! LOL!

Hate being at home. Boredom is strong enough to kill me!

Can't wait to dye my hair, get my own tattoos, clubbing and partyyyyyy! SHHHHHIT! Can't imagine how's my life in the future. Gonna try 'em all with no regret before getting serious. i mean college time.

yup… this is it i guess…. hmm…. will update more often although the posts are suck like shit!

071213

I love my job, but somehow, i feel like crying…

realise that there are still lots of stuff for me to learn. and they are not that easy. maybe you'll think it's easy by just looking with your bare eyes. however, it's fucking damn hard! Brewing a perfect coffee needs perfect temp, perfect timing, perfect force, perfect ways and also ingredients.

I'm suck. seriously.

skills are needed for tempting, frothing and coffee art. but i don't have it… sigh… practice makes perfect.

I'm so fucked up and confused. :(

041213

I probably scared you off with only this freaking selfie. LOL! 

Well, today i'm officially a part-timer! That job is pretty hard honestly. and i'm not kidding. My legs are freaking painful right now. Although the job is quite stressful and tired, but, i can always have fun when i'm brewing a coffee or serving the customers. lol! my AM is kinda hilarious and tiny like me, while, the BOSS is super nice and such a wonder-woman. 

hmmm…is that sounds too much?

Anyway, really enjoy spending my time over there. hahahahahahah! that's why i love the AWESOME job and i seriously love being at there! I'm super thankful that they give me the opportunity to work at LeMoon's. Thankssssss like sooooo sooooo muchhhhhh!!! :D

Last day of SPM!

Changed my headers finally! I spent like 2 hours to edit it. Wanted to place my photo in it, but i don't have nice photos, currently. See lah, i'll take more pic when i'm wearing make up. LOL! Can't really imagine it. cause i don't think I look pretty even though got dolled up. Fuck! I've tried it once.

sigh…. It's just a matter of time.

"practice makes perfect"

hell no, today's BC papers were hard. but actually way easier than our school's. well, i don't even give a shit on it since it was my last paper. adios, SPM! kinda happy it ended that quickly. now, it's time to earn my money like very hard and then PARTAAAAAYYYYYYY like crazy!

Gonna dye my hair soon! wuhooo~ look forward to it as I never tried before. 

021213

YESSS! 

Tomorrow's the last day, finally! 

I've been so lazy since thursday. cause seems like everyone around me already on holiday mood.

sighhh… 

Whatever, my sister and i plan to open an eatery if we don't have the qualification to enter college or uni. try to guess what food we plan to serve. LOL! "mua ji and black sesame soy milk" are what we gonna serve. so, remember to support us if you pass by kajang or see us. 

gotta go. bye! have a nice day!

011213

Yay! 2 more days till SPM is over!!! I'm pretty relieved about that because i don't really need to stress out how to score an A or B, what will come out, what should focus….like no more! Now i get how tough it is to study the things you don't really into much… 

I've been working since the day after my BI paper at an eatery. I'm quite glad that i can work there because the workers there are nice and friendly! 

However, i do feel a lil bit stressful and uncomfortable sometimes, especially when I'm brewing a coffee. I don't have a thing to coffee cause honestly, i don't know anything about coffee. I don't even like it though. Not because it tastes bitter, but the "bad" it brings to me. i mean, it irritates my stomach. But there's one thing i love about it, the coffee's aroma…

Well, I felt sad and blue yesterday because something bad happened. Not really THAT bad lah… it was just something that hurt me. hmmm…. kinda hard to tell you what was going on but i'll try hard enough to do so.

Someone told me that my coffees weren't that nice. He couldn't taste the combination of milk and espresso. Now let me make it simple. There have layers. So, basically, it wasn't the BEST or RIGHT COFFEE. He told me that maybe there was a lil mistake when frothing. :'( so, practice more…

Anyway, although it may be hurt, but…at least worth it. at least i know the mistakes i had made. at least it brings peace to the eatery. LOL! 

So sorry that my face was pretty black charcoal that day… and I promise that's my last time!