Never grow up.

someone got me this before Christmas Eve.

and that time i was like

you know, i've been waiting for it since long time ago. and i keep thinking maybe it's time to change something new. cause my goodlookingbutcacat's lg lollipop is quite troublesome nowadays. for me, it's tough to text someone when i'm using it. some recipients couldn't exactly read the first and second word or even can't receive the message. and obviously, i have to call'em. to be honest, lg lollipop is thin and cute. haha. its skin colour and theme is awesome. so, no doubt, i don't have the thought to throw it away or sell it yet although i got my ideal phone. all i have to do right now is quickly get a very protective shell case for my lovely phone. btw, thanks mom and dad. <3

Everyone uses money. We all want it, work for it and think about it.

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have a busy schedule these days. outing, celebrating and preparing will be showed up. and wow! it's 27 today! time flies fast. Without knowing, it has been more than a decade since I set my foot on this country. i don't want to grow up, i want to live forever 15. cause life is getting harder day by day, and i don't know what to do, what to say, my mind is growing weak. every step i take, its uncontrollable. When life's pains and problems will become tougher than normal. i sincerely wish i never grow up. just stay this simple. just stay this little.

Nothing.

-JEALOUS, doesn't mean i do not trust you, but i'm only afraid of losing you-

It's Merry Christmas!!!

to you!!! and do remember,

promise me. alright?

Wow! what a good SPEECH! I bet you will like wth, that's all? oh man, am i just wasting my time, reading your stupid little bullshit? nae, just kidding! hoho. I knew you. so... don't blame me! cause i really got no idea what should i post on today. and since it's Christmas, i just care about what should i wear and where should i celebrate it. Hoho. I guess i would be very busy(like a bee) hanging out with my gorgeous and pretty little MILLIONAIRES this few days. BUT THE FACT IS, i ain't got $$. ya, I'm serious. Your mind probably just creep in did you just said you're working last last last...last week? are you GILA, SIAO or SOT? omg! don't try to tell me you'd already spent all! didn't you? girl, it's time to grow up. don't shopping anymore. if you want it so desperately, just cover your eyes with a black clothe. then you may be blind for a few minutes or even an hour(if you're a hero). after that, you will be so thankful that your hands didn't full of plastic bags or paper bags or whatever.(that's ma secret weapon! follow my steps! it's so USEFUL) now it's almost 1.30AM, and that means, it's time for me to go to my big and as comfortable as a "TAUFU" bed. so...oh wait! (good night or good morning actually??) fine! got no time to care that much. GOOD NIGHT n GOOD MORNING to all of you. LAST! wish you a Merry Christmas and a early Happy New Year! hope you have a nice and wonderful day with your friends and family!                                                        :)))))))))))))))))))))) 

no title.

烦恼。

我的脑袋快爆了! 

我现在真的不懂该怎么做。

我要打工，我要钱。

就两个星期!

两个星期而已也不能吗?

厚!

这假期难道就不能轻轻松松的渡过吗?

我真的好想放声大哭。

请问谁愿意借我肩膀靠呢?

我也想撕破喉咙的大喊!

请问又有谁能陪我一起对着无边无际的大海大喊一声呢?

我还很想喝得醉醺醺地，不顾形象的疯起来。

请问谁能陪我一块儿发神经，当疯子呢?

我最近的烦恼可说是我活了15年以来最多的一次!

我真的好不明白。

不明白为什么我这么厉害烦!

COMES WHAT COMES MAY.

honestly, i can't do it.

i tried so hard to do so, but...there's noway.

I'm sosososo sorry. 

i let you down. i apologize. 

你是个放羊的小孩，是个杀人不眨眼杀手!

凭什么让我想你?

大骗子! 死色狼!

怎么会哭

怎么会哭 我怎么会哭

我以为我能撑得住

能承认失去的你的 虚无

怎么会哭 我怎么会哭

难道我还不够知足

还不舍从前的相处

我不能哭 我怎么能哭

不要你看到我无助

让你觉得爱我是 错误

怎么能哭 有什么好哭

只要你能过得幸福

就算再苦我也仿佛 得到了祝福

My favorite - JACK DANIEL'S

 oh yeahh~look what i'd found? it's JACK DANIEL'S ! That's my favorite although I didn't even tasted it before. :P 

And yesss, i found it when i'm sorting out that mountains of debris. hoho! I'm in cloud nine!

too bad i'm jobless now.

 staying at home like a freak.

 i don't wanna be like that. 

honestly. i just want to be busy. and that's all!

 please, just give me a job and i'll be very very grateful. 

Tough.

You're cheater and a liar!

If you look inside a girl's heart and see how much she cries, you'll find secrets, promises and lies. But what you see the most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything's wrong.

REMEMBER, when you say "I LOVE YOU", you are making a promise with someone else's heart. Try to honor it. AND, a relationship is only meant for two, but some wankers don't know how to count.

i hope everything's gonna be alright after all.

No nononono NOWAY!

A letter to workers.

TO: Everyone I knew In UPA


      Kakak-kakak/Abang-abang, hari ini ialah last day saya. T_T. Saya tau dah terlalu lewat, tetapi saya ada sebab. Saya tak mahu you orang sedih depan saya (perasan sangat). Saya suka orang gembira, ketawa dan gila (macam saya) :D i hope you understand. Saya akan rindu kakak-kakak/abang-abang di kilang UPA ini. Di sini ada banyak "funny moment" yang "dibagi???" oleh you. So, do miss me. And always be happy and laugh out loud. Bye!


P/S: Ini ialah 1st time saya tulis Bahasa Melayu kepada people. (tidak termasuk karangan sekolah).
Saya harap kakak-kakak/abang-abang boleh faham dan jangan ketawa selepas baca "suarat???" ini. 

FROM: Sammi :))

**you can throw this away after reading it. But don't let those SUPERVISORS or MR.YONG or MR.CHUA see it!!! Or else saya boleh  XP(mati)

I will miss you guys. Thanks for your concern and advise. Anyway, fighting and fight for your dreams.

I love you Santa!

Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is :
 -a pair of red converse high tops

 -a new big black specs


 -a rock jacket


 -a pair of Adidas JS wing shoes 


 -a red plaid shirt


I'm trying to get them so badly but I ain't got money. So, I'll be so glad if someone get me those thingy. Haha!

I agree with this.

We're teenagers.