Avery - Go Screw Yourself

Just Cut It Out!

I hate to be teased about something that very serious. And yes, you should have be begging for forgiveness at my feet! But don't ever expect me to forgive you! I'm so sorry to some one but that's my way. I'm getting mad right now, seriously. I feel like crying. I don't know why you treated me like that. WHY? I'm your best friend! Is it fun to teasing somebody by sending her a love letter? huh? Can you please give me your not-worst-but-can-be-accepted-by-people explanation? Won't you felt silly or bored or stupid when you doing such a thing like that? FU*K!

Specs Specs Specs O-O

hehe! that's my new spec!

just bought a new spec from curve. hehe. O-O . is it nice? do i look like a nerd? yes! i do! but i love ittt! i'm planning to buy another one but doesn't look like that. it's like rectangle. hehe. i knew i knew. i knew i keep spent my money, buying those useless stuff! 

and i had promise myself not to surfing internet again. for 1 month. yup! you know...it's very hard to keep your hands off your computer. seriously. and then every single time i pass by the computer, i'm like " nonono! get away from this monster! it will kills you once you touch it! ". haiz... what a tough promise! but i know i can do it! no matter what. so...count on me, people.

Bake-ked!

don't forget to thanks me,
my friends.

for those baked fish biscuits!

Heart.

you can see through everything but my heart.

G.B.Y.

GOD BLESS YOU.

be chill, boon.

forget it.

i know you can do it!

Lonely.

I'm just a girl.

Walking on the crowded road.

Without any friends or families.

Baby, I'm so lonely.

Fun Fun Fun!

喉! 今天超开心的，但也超累的!


你懂我飞去哪来吗???
我去了Bukit Kiara Equestrian & Country Resort.
那边举办了一项活动哦!
就是这个啦!


由于我家人太会拖，所以导致我们都迟到了。


哎。。。
就是因为这样，好多东西都错过了!
气死我了!


我跟你说，
那边简直就是游戏圣地嘛!
喉!
超好玩的!
本来还以为得付钱才能玩，
怎知不用耶!
是免费! 免费的! 全场免费!


这时的我就像小孩子般地冲去第一档，
开始我的"战争"!


我玩了好多好多游戏哦。。。
有射箭，踢球，飞镖，钓水瓶，羽球进桶等等。
最刺激的是鬼屋!
我们还跟三个外国男生及一个外国女生一起呢!
我和姐就很害怕地躲在他们中间，
生怕那些鬼会抓我们。
哈哈!
但不知怎么样，
六个人突然分成两队。
我和姐就和两个男生一起，
而另两个[一男一女]就不知去了哪。。。
我就在最后面，拉着姐姐的书包。
我姐呢，就拉着其中一个男生的衣服。哈哈!
可当我们走到坟墓那边时，
我就以五秒的速度跑过，
因为我怕有东西突然弹出来。
我还发现其中一个男的很热情呢!
他不听地问我们两个胆小鬼
"is you alright?" and "is she alright?"
真关心我们!
不过他不是我的那杯茶。


过后因为我弟没玩到，所以就。。。
玩多一次!
这次比较勇敢了，
went by our own self without any adult.
hehe.
但变得不一样了。。。
到坟墓时，
那些鬼竟然追着我们跑耶!
我姐就喊到超大声的。
至于我呢。。。
哈哈!
早就跑去门外了!
hehehehe!


所有的档口都需要在三点钟关闭，
所以我们只好回了。。。
真可惜啊!
唉。。。
早知就早点准备好嘛!


我在回家途中还看到马叻!
超级帅的!
简直就帅惨了啦!

看到吗? 就是那个褐色的!

去玩了过后，

我们就去1 utama 逛街咯! 赫赫!

OMG! 我看中了某样东西!

下个星期我一定要去!

我不管!

我们还吃了cinnamon 呢!

超赞的哦!

我可是没说谎。

但不要吃太多，会很腻的。

记得噢!

gotta go! biiong!

Wanted!

I've been planning what should I buy from Bangkok all these months.
It was totally get me out of this planet.
What I meant was... driving me crazy. Completely!


Nah!
These was what I wanted :


Park Bom's dresses
Dara's long pants
Rings
Ear rings
Jackets
Short pants but unique 
"Special" T-shirts
No sleeve's T-shirts
Bracelets
Eye glasses
Necklaces
Bags
Hoodies
Caps
Booster Cleansing Foam


So many, right?
yea, I knew I'm a shopaholic. 
But who doesn't like to buy things???
Isn't girls love to shopping or buy something she likes???
And!
Their outfits are soooo damn cheap and fashionable, obviously!
You will definitely loveee it !
I swear!
Hehe...

Angry Me!

今天我很生气!
 
说实话，
我是一个很有耐心的女生，
但人们总有一个极限。

难道不是吗?  

我今天在学校过得满不错的，
还很天真地以为能提早回到家。
怎知道，
时间一秒一秒地过，
就已经过了一个小时!!!

这真是令我超生气的!

一个小时耶!
一个小时内我能完成很多事情叻!
真是的!
想到这就气!
所以我就在巴士站睡了几分钟。。。
呵呵!  

可是。。。
最惨的事是，
没有风!!!
(╯‵□′)╯︵ ┴─┴ 翻桌啦!

你说这有多可恶啊!!!

我真的不懂我是怎么度过那"一年"!

而且这还不要紧。
最重要的是，司机竟然说
"我忘了今天是星期五! 对不起! 真不好意思!"

。。。无言。。。
 ┐(─__─)┌ 你說我有啥米辦法咧~

我真想
無影腳<( ￣^￣)︵θ︵θ☆( >_<) [踹她]
(￣)^(￣)

算了 算了!
所谓，腦殘沒藥醫。
她就是这样。

我的青春豆!

啊啊啊~~~~~~
我快疯了!
我脸上竟然长了青春豆!
而且还是三粒!


我看它们一定是太喜欢我了，所以不肯离开我。
可问题是我讨厌它们!
怎么办呢?


唉。。。
我求你们赶快离开我吧!
不要再缠着我了!
我对你一点都没兴趣。
我求求你!
你们还是放弃吧!
我要抛弃你们!
不要你们再喜欢我了!
我不管!


还有最近天气很热，记得多喝水，补充水分。
避免生病。
除此之外，食物也不能乱吃!
现在报纸上一直都在刊登关于食物超标的新闻呢。。。
记得哦!

and congrats!

this is my 50th post!

hooray!

love yer!

-_-

My Funny Stuff!

everyone is going to school two more days to go...and i think i'll be

next, we will all start

but suddenly, teacher starting to ask us some ridiculous question! and my heart is beating loud, whispering

 well, i think my...is

 finally i realize 

What was your conclusion after reading this funny stuff??? huh? haha! 
I knew I knew...I completely understand.
You can also leave your message in my chat box too!
gotta fly! biiong!

Enchantée!

闷。。。不闷? 烦。。。不烦?

好闷喔。。。
我快发霉了!
不过幸好!
幸好这三天都有出去透透气!
不然的话。。。
我真的不懂有什么结果。
可能全身都会像溶化的冰淇淋似瘫在地面上吧。。。x_x




昨天一整天都没上网，because of my laziness!
but! 我还是有原因的!
那原因就是。。。


I went to shopping AGAIN!


原本打算要去看电影的，
怎知，
排长龙!
而且还派到电影院的入口处那边!!!
多么夸张啊!
当我和朋友们看到这情景时，嘴巴都是开着的!
我看足够塞入一个西瓜了。。。-O-
哈哈!
不过不要紧!
WIMPY KID, wait for me! 
I'll meet you soon!




至于烦呢。。。就是。。。
烦着我的钱。。。
今年要去泰国，所以要存钱。
今年有样东西想要买，所以也要存钱。
可是。。。
泰国要500++；东西要500++
唉。。。
快破产了啦!!!
我现在烦的就是这个东西!!!
真不懂该怎么办!
我要想办法赚钱! 一定要!
哼!

It's nothing left to beg for,

And I'm tired being last to know.

You are not sorry.

Time Is Gold!

felt tired these days... went to shopping about 5 days continuously! it was sooo fun! sighhh... but i haven't finished my homework yet. what a sad case! and i got no idea how to do my complicated history folio! i feel boring and mad every single time i think about it! it just wasting my time and my golden. i think teacher should pay me... 1 gold= 1minutes... so... 1x48 equal to 48. it's 48golds! she should pay me 48golds! well, I don't care! she must pay! or else i will send her to jail. hehe!

Next Time.

NEXT TIME.

there will be the next time!

and i knew i'm a rat.

a rat which afraid of anything.

that's why i don't know how to ask people something.

joyeux anniversaire à vous!

je pense que vous vous sentez mieux maintenant.

l'amour que vous avez toujours.

Remember!

我现在的心和脑都很乱!
我真的搞不懂自己要的是什么!


Obviously, 我是个很容易被影响的人。
我知道自己活在幸福中，但我还会继续抱怨下去。


心想:
为什么别人那么富有?
为什么人家要什么就能得什么?
为什么他们那么幸运?
为什么就我不能?


sigh....
真搞不懂!


我真的很想发泄! 大声地喊! 大声地哭!
那请问谁能借我肩膀呢?


虽然想回去还是觉得没什么好烦的。。。
可是。。。
心里总是揪着揪着的。


我发现了一样东西。
我现在想努力读书。
长大后做份工资高的工作。
有钱了，就可以买自己要买的东西。
但是!
我不要结婚先。
我要等我享受完我的"青春时期"才结婚生子。
不然的话，你就不能那么的自由了，
因为被丈夫"盯"着嘛！
而且又要照顾孩子。
多么不自由啊！！！


心事说出来后多么的爽啊!
舒服多了!


我在这真的想提醒各位女士们，
要结婚前记得得三思三思，
不然就一世足成千古恨咯!
还有!
记得先享受后结婚!!!

1st Anniversary!

It's been a long time coming...Anyway, wish you knew. 

I hate fish! You know why? Cause fish got bones! Their tiny bones! And that's why I hate eating fish! I know I'll ask my mom to get me some sometimes, but I'm not lazy at all! haiz...And sometimes, I didn't eat fish is not because "I wanna eat, but I'm lazy to tear it into pieces". I just feel like not gonna eating or it isn't looks that delicious. erm... I don't know what I am talking about seriously. Just making you guys confusing. Well, I just hate eating fish which got tiny bones. Meanwhile, you all were totally miss my point.

I knew I had miswritten something.

But! that's ma top secret! 

If you wanna know, dial or ask me!

Why???

I totally hate myself and I'm so jealous! Damn jealous!




I should have known!!!
I've been living here for almost 3 and a half years here! 
and I never notice that one of my school's student is living near by my home!
OH MY GOSH!
Why didn't i realize a little bit earlier ???




Meanwhile, I'm jealous because she's got what she wanted.
Why I can't!
This isn't fair AT ALL!
Everything need money!
There's noway to have something without money.
But!!! There's also a way to have it too...
The way was...DREAMING!
I knew I can't be like her. NEVER EVER!
Cause' I got no money in my small old wallet or bank or something.
FINEfinefinefinefineFINEfine!
I'll try to find out her house no matter what happen!
I could walk...or even ride my "pumcet" bicycle with my sister all over my place.
But WHY?
WHY I NEVER MET HER BEFORE!!!




Shiiss!
This stuff is driving me crazy!
I really think I should stop writing now to avoid getting mad!
ADIOS! :(

I Wouldn't Wanna Be Anybody Else...

as i said, I LIKE THE WAY I ARE! 
i'm just a poor little girl, trying to get what i want.


i knew people are talking bad things at my back.
i knew people hates me.
i knew i'm not pretty or clever enough, either.
i knew what i want, what i'd done.
i knew everything about me. compare with others.


and! i'm in love with my family, my friends, my love ones and myself.
i won't ever forget bout' it!
they are my everything!

I Hate Love!

love or hate ?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love!

You...

You

Brought

COLOR

Into

My

Life