Sorry, I'm Wrong!

男人永远都是这样。

花心!

我以为他不是那种人。

可惜。。。

我错了! 错得很离谱!

你知道他说了什么吗?

他对我说: "你还爱我吗? 如果你不爱我的话，我想接受一个人。"

我听了后，心都碎了。

我醒了，我终于醒了。

我很感谢某人。

他骂醒了我。

我为什么能为了一个不值得关心的人而去责备一个无辜的人?

对不起，真的很不好意思!

I Can Be Your Hero, Baby...

 he is ENRIQUE IGLESIAS!!!

 what a handsome guy!

you are my HERO!

you can take my breath away...

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie? Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just wanna hold you
I just wanna hold you
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

And I can be your hero

今天。。。我哭了!

i tried so hard...

今天。。。 我哭了!


我发现我很惹人厌。不和蔼可亲。
原来我身边的朋友们都很努力地在忍。只是我不知道罢了。
我真的很没用!
为什么我这么讨人厌???
哎。。。对于此事，我的心掉落进谷里。


不过。。。这样也好。
他们有他们的自由，我无法阻止。
或许只能与他们保持距离，不让他们再想起或见到。。。
惹人讨厌的我。

我很麻烦，很野蛮，很霸道，很任性，很幼稚，很无理取闹。
我就是这样。


相信你也不会找一个像我这样的女人吧?
你不用说我也知道。


piong!!!

B'day Girl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you

you will love it right, yee mun?  

one of my friend is pretty and not stupid but she is just a little bit ''cute''. i meant she's good in acting cute. haha! you probably don't get me, right?

yeap! she is yee mun. chong yee mun. the one i keep talk about.

it's yee mun's birthday today! But don't forget please... today also a good friday! what a good day?

i got nothing to talk about right now. hope you guys forgive me. hhaa! 

anyway, just hope yee mun will get as many present as she hope and i wish her healthy and happy forever, get straight a's in her pmr and spm too!


I LOVE YOU, YEE MUN!

I Love You, My Dream Man! *insane!*

daydreaming...

这几天过得还好。。。
没什么特别的事，只是病还没康复。
唉。。。真是的!


而且我今天还发了个很幸福的梦。
这梦里有个男人， 他很高， 很帅， 很壮， 很温柔， 很关心， 很保护我。
他让我感到有安全感。
我去哪，他就跟到哪。
我需要什么，他都给我。
我要做什么，他不阻止我。
我不开心， 他让我发泄。
我烫伤了， 他把别人的冷水倒在伤口处。
不顾一切。


真后悔!
后悔为什么不向他告白。
后悔为什么不问他喜不喜欢我。


可惜，
这只是个梦。
无法重回现场。
真希望我每次都能梦见他。。。
他真的好好喔。。。


我看如果我再这样下去的话，
我会疯!


我现在要做的事就是  赚钱  !
还有  把书读好  !
这就是我要的!
所以我会多加油， 做到最好!
I WANT BE THE BEST ONES!
不过这是不可能发生的啦!
我这么懒惰， 哪又可能?


Anyway, 我尽我的能力吧!
尽我能力得到我要的东西吧!


Fighting!!!
Adios!

I'm So Stupid In Love

Our love is gone. Broke , done , yea.

"who do you think you are?? huh? just keep on and off just because sick of me? "
"you this jerk, moron, idiot, bitch!!!! I hate you!!! it's that good by fooling  a person around?"


I'm totally crazy! I on this entire day like a fool just for HIM! But he keep on on and off! I can't tahan anymore. So i decide not to talk to him, forget about him. And I can't be like this anymore. I should stop! I know I could do it! I will delete all those stuff that about him! Message, phone number, things that he gave...everything! And I did it! I threw those what he gave, deleted his phone number and message... 


I love my best friends. One of them very concern about me. She even afraid of me! She afraid I would feel regret after making this freaking damn decision! But my dear friend, I won't be regret. Don't need to be worry. You will support me right?


Now I really won't accept him. Despite I still loving him. Never ever!


IT"S OVER NOW!!! 


*Attention: I'm ain't a three years old kid anymore, I can settle things by my own self!!

I Do?

Just say "I DO"

Tell me right now, baby!

                                                         by Bruno Mars

It's tough to say "I DO" if someone ask you to marry or in love with him/her.

If you were a student, you'd really got no idea bout' this.

I'm so upset now.

Thinking whether we should back together or not.

I'm afraid of you. Obviously.

Don't know why.

You know who I'm talking about?

Kept it in your heart if you knew.

I know you were now at my blogger, reading my post.

But you came here on time. *cackle*

And thanks to my best friends.

Thanks for your suggestion.

Thanks for your everything.

It's true that '' You will find a second self in a friend" !

Oh ya! And also this,

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle; love is a war; love is a growing up" .

Yea. As what you'd read, LOVE IS A GROWING UP.

So I think I need to thanks someone else. 

Right here, right now.

"Hey, you! Yea, I'm talking to you. How's your life? Good? Bad? OK OK? Anyway, thanks for what you had gave. Thank you! I'll appreciate. Heh! I'm sorry that I hurt you before. Making you angry, sad. But maybe you feel better after we broke up. Maybe. You won't hate me, right? Ha! Hope you'll find a woman who love you more than I do."

I knew I'm so....Meaningless.

[maybe not]

But this is all I want you to know.

And someone would try to kill me or punch me after reading this "meaningless" stuff!

Fine Fine I know I know.

I'm a Mad Women!

Teardrops on the floor.

Just because of my mom.

Not feeling well.

Just because of me.

Freaking stress.

Just because of PMR.

Can't concentrated on what teacher was taught.

Ain't because of anything but you.

These days feels like hell! I cried whole night tonight! It's not your fault. It's my xxx. She's ridiculous, unreasonable and  horrendous!!! She's totally crazy! And she always made a God-awful mess of it!!! WTF!


I'm now so mad! I'm gonna be a mad women soon. Exactly! But I can't stand anymore. You know?  Everyone got their limit in everything.


FINE! Everything will be alright after some times.
I'm waiting...

I...U...

he is sensible and so gorgeous. 

i love him.

i got his phone number with fearless.

we're in love after that.

our love begins with laughter and all my single friends are jealous. 

but after some times, i figure it out we're no longer happy.

and then we broke up with some argue.

it suddenly turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missing you.

i can't forgot bout' what you had did to me. it's so tough!

i suck it up all the time, you know?

you don't know what i feel. don't know everything. 

and you don't understand me actually.

i feel like crying now...

i purposely ignored what you said. tryin' ma best.

i don't know what am i suppose to answer as you ask me "who you love?" or "you love me?" or whatever.

i should've said NO!

but i'm not a good liar. unfortunately.

anyway, you left me somethin' bad.

you this moron!

...................................

it's really great to be with you

Is that I really miss all those crazy things ya said? You left them running through my head. The days feel like years when I'm alone. Why are you so special to me? You're always in my mind. I haven't felt this way before you know?  Is it true that "Love begins with a smile ,grows with a kiss and ends with a teardrop" ?

PENANG! PENANG!

kek lok si

I LOVE PENANG. yea. it's Penang. hah! i mean Georgetown. i stay there since i was 3. there's my hometown. my lovely hometown. i usually sold fishes at Ayer Itam when i was a kid. you know where is it? google it, you may know. food in Penang was soooo tasty! especially LAKSA! everybody knew laksa was the most popular food in Penang. their taste is different compare with others... you must have a trip to Penang if you never been there before. must! trust me! don't feel regret to yourself. that's not a good feeling... haha!