Never grow up.

someone got me this before Christmas Eve.

and that time i was like

you know, i've been waiting for it since long time ago. and i keep thinking maybe it's time to change something new. cause my goodlookingbutcacat's lg lollipop is quite troublesome nowadays. for me, it's tough to text someone when i'm using it. some recipients couldn't exactly read the first and second word or even can't receive the message. and obviously, i have to call'em. to be honest, lg lollipop is thin and cute. haha. its skin colour and theme is awesome. so, no doubt, i don't have the thought to throw it away or sell it yet although i got my ideal phone. all i have to do right now is quickly get a very protective shell case for my lovely phone. btw, thanks mom and dad. <3

Everyone uses money. We all want it, work for it and think about it.

---

have a busy schedule these days. outing, celebrating and preparing will be showed up. and wow! it's 27 today! time flies fast. Without knowing, it has been more than a decade since I set my foot on this country. i don't want to grow up, i want to live forever 15. cause life is getting harder day by day, and i don't know what to do, what to say, my mind is growing weak. every step i take, its uncontrollable. When life's pains and problems will become tougher than normal. i sincerely wish i never grow up. just stay this simple. just stay this little.

Nothing.

-JEALOUS, doesn't mean i do not trust you, but i'm only afraid of losing you-

It's Merry Christmas!!!

to you!!! and do remember,

promise me. alright?

Wow! what a good SPEECH! I bet you will like wth, that's all? oh man, am i just wasting my time, reading your stupid little bullshit? nae, just kidding! hoho. I knew you. so... don't blame me! cause i really got no idea what should i post on today. and since it's Christmas, i just care about what should i wear and where should i celebrate it. Hoho. I guess i would be very busy(like a bee) hanging out with my gorgeous and pretty little MILLIONAIRES this few days. BUT THE FACT IS, i ain't got $$. ya, I'm serious. Your mind probably just creep in did you just said you're working last last last...last week? are you GILA, SIAO or SOT? omg! don't try to tell me you'd already spent all! didn't you? girl, it's time to grow up. don't shopping anymore. if you want it so desperately, just cover your eyes with a black clothe. then you may be blind for a few minutes or even an hour(if you're a hero). after that, you will be so thankful that your hands didn't full of plastic bags or paper bags or whatever.(that's ma secret weapon! follow my steps! it's so USEFUL) now it's almost 1.30AM, and that means, it's time for me to go to my big and as comfortable as a "TAUFU" bed. so...oh wait! (good night or good morning actually??) fine! got no time to care that much. GOOD NIGHT n GOOD MORNING to all of you. LAST! wish you a Merry Christmas and a early Happy New Year! hope you have a nice and wonderful day with your friends and family!                                                        :)))))))))))))))))))))) 

no title.

烦恼。

我的脑袋快爆了! 

我现在真的不懂该怎么做。

我要打工，我要钱。

就两个星期!

两个星期而已也不能吗?

厚!

这假期难道就不能轻轻松松的渡过吗?

我真的好想放声大哭。

请问谁愿意借我肩膀靠呢?

我也想撕破喉咙的大喊!

请问又有谁能陪我一起对着无边无际的大海大喊一声呢?

我还很想喝得醉醺醺地，不顾形象的疯起来。

请问谁能陪我一块儿发神经，当疯子呢?

我最近的烦恼可说是我活了15年以来最多的一次!

我真的好不明白。

不明白为什么我这么厉害烦!

COMES WHAT COMES MAY.

honestly, i can't do it.

i tried so hard to do so, but...there's noway.

I'm sosososo sorry. 

i let you down. i apologize. 

你是个放羊的小孩，是个杀人不眨眼杀手!

凭什么让我想你?

大骗子! 死色狼!

怎么会哭

怎么会哭 我怎么会哭

我以为我能撑得住

能承认失去的你的 虚无

怎么会哭 我怎么会哭

难道我还不够知足

还不舍从前的相处

我不能哭 我怎么能哭

不要你看到我无助

让你觉得爱我是 错误

怎么能哭 有什么好哭

只要你能过得幸福

就算再苦我也仿佛 得到了祝福

My favorite - JACK DANIEL'S

 oh yeahh~look what i'd found? it's JACK DANIEL'S ! That's my favorite although I didn't even tasted it before. :P 

And yesss, i found it when i'm sorting out that mountains of debris. hoho! I'm in cloud nine!

too bad i'm jobless now.

 staying at home like a freak.

 i don't wanna be like that. 

honestly. i just want to be busy. and that's all!

 please, just give me a job and i'll be very very grateful. 

Tough.

You're cheater and a liar!

If you look inside a girl's heart and see how much she cries, you'll find secrets, promises and lies. But what you see the most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything's wrong.

REMEMBER, when you say "I LOVE YOU", you are making a promise with someone else's heart. Try to honor it. AND, a relationship is only meant for two, but some wankers don't know how to count.

i hope everything's gonna be alright after all.

No nononono NOWAY!

A letter to workers.

TO: Everyone I knew In UPA


      Kakak-kakak/Abang-abang, hari ini ialah last day saya. T_T. Saya tau dah terlalu lewat, tetapi saya ada sebab. Saya tak mahu you orang sedih depan saya (perasan sangat). Saya suka orang gembira, ketawa dan gila (macam saya) :D i hope you understand. Saya akan rindu kakak-kakak/abang-abang di kilang UPA ini. Di sini ada banyak "funny moment" yang "dibagi???" oleh you. So, do miss me. And always be happy and laugh out loud. Bye!


P/S: Ini ialah 1st time saya tulis Bahasa Melayu kepada people. (tidak termasuk karangan sekolah).
Saya harap kakak-kakak/abang-abang boleh faham dan jangan ketawa selepas baca "suarat???" ini. 

FROM: Sammi :))

**you can throw this away after reading it. But don't let those SUPERVISORS or MR.YONG or MR.CHUA see it!!! Or else saya boleh  XP(mati)

I will miss you guys. Thanks for your concern and advise. Anyway, fighting and fight for your dreams.

I love you Santa!

Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is :
 -a pair of red converse high tops

 -a new big black specs


 -a rock jacket


 -a pair of Adidas JS wing shoes 


 -a red plaid shirt


I'm trying to get them so badly but I ain't got money. So, I'll be so glad if someone get me those thingy. Haha!

I agree with this.

We're teenagers.

TO someone

why do you chose me? i'm not pretty or intelligent or even tall enough. you're good and hardworking. you deserve a better one. and i might be stop working on this week or the middle of December. so... wish you could   find someone better than me. by the way, i'm just a 15 years old girl. hope you understand.

Effing dilemma.

我好烦、好困扰哦! 我真的不懂该怎么做选择。我想换工，可是。。。却被人利用无辜的眼神给留住，真的不晓得该怎么样! 该做下去还是换工呢? 如果他给我的工钱再高点的话，或许我会选择做下去，但是。。。唉! 我答应了人家啊!!! 我问她 "你真的要我继续做?"。 她回答 "我要你在这个工厂做，等到开学才走"。问题是，工钱太少，不够我花，而且还很多工、很辛苦。我有好多东西要买叻~~~ 啊!!! 我快死了啦! 但说真的，在那边的日子一天比一天更好过、更开心、更有趣、更好玩! 时间，让我考虑考虑吧! 也许我该听听别人的意见呢!

孩子 | 父母

3岁时说 "妈妈，我爱你" 。
10岁时说 "妈，我听你的" 。
16岁时说 "我妈真的很烦" 。
18岁时说 "想要离开这个家" 。
25岁时说 "妈，你当时是对的" 。
30岁时说 "我想要去我妈家" 。
50岁时说 "我不想失去我妈" 。
70岁时说"只要我妈还在，我愿意为了她放弃一切" 。

Bad hair cut.

I just got my hair cut yesterday. nice? too short? but I don't like it, honestly.

nae. just joking.

Fighting!

that's me!

this is my bro's drawing. He wants to be a muscle man. haha!

Tired job.

Hey, everybody!


I found a job. a super duper tired job.


but it's quite fun and tough.


come and wok with me if you don't mind.


*don't forget, this is my first time!

$_$ I NEED MONEY $_$

什么事都不能做
这种感觉。。。应该很厌恶吧?


And yes!
我现在就像个废人似的做在电脑前绞尽脑汁，苦思着，到底要等到几时才能打工?

我要钱!!! 我要赚钱!!! 所以我要打工!!! 

听懂了吗，世界???

其实。。。 工是找到了。但是。。。就是没人载!

吼~~~快被我气死啦!!!

真羡慕那些能到附近 (步行而不用汽车) 打工的学生。。。

我家附近是有店啦，可是就是还没开张!

问了几间，但因年龄不够而不被店主斟酌。

我真够超级惨~~~ *头猛撞桌子*

我看啊，"打工+赚钱" 这个假期作业是不会达成了。。。

有时啊，我真觉得什么事都靠自己是最好的。

他们，真是一群没用的家伙! 一点忙都帮不上!
搞什么啊?! 真是的!
帮不上就别逞强，我又没举着枪指着你的太阳穴逼你!
帮不上就别给人一副很有希望的样子，但到头来却给人一个失望的答案，把别人打入十八层地狱!




I cross my heart, 我不会再靠别人了，我要靠自己!
我也不会指望得到别人的帮助了!

不会!!!

要成功，一切由自己做起!

3 easiest way to die.

Happy 11.11.11 !!!

Happy 11.11.11 !!!


Make it memorable!


And yes, it does. for me.


Thanks for YEEMUN for being such a good listener and always support and stand by my side.

You gave me a lot of courage to face the things I've always wanted to escape.

I'd owed you too much...And I got no idea how to pay you back.


Anyway, I'm so glad that my life have YOU.


love you always! you are my best friend forever.

I'm a emotional bullshit!

I am a emotional bullshit!

" Do I need you to solve the mysteries of life? Do I need your guidance and your get away? Slap me in the face one more time! I'm here to prove to you I'm worth more than your damn existance. Quote me one day, prove of your scandal. My anger derives from the bullshit you bring into my life. I'm stronger and better than you will ever be. You look at me and you see nothing, but when i see myself, i see a sky, a river, an ocean, a volcano. I will show you who I am, one day! "

Happy Birthday, my beloved sister!

Happyyyy Birthdayyyy to you, my beloved sister! You're gorgeous, awesome and adorable! You are also the cutest sister i ever met. Even though you would be so CRUEL and ANNOYING sometimes, but i still loves you as much as mom and dad did. You are the one who i can trust the most. And that's why you had chosen to be my listener. haha! By the way, I LOVE YOU, sa po! Wish you all the best for your SPM and get what you wish for! 

 :)) a big smile for you!

Believe Lover Friends Trust Life

100 posts!

I never thought I’d reach 100 posts, but I’ve done it. It may not seem like a lot to a few other bloggers. I know who have probably reached about 1000 posts by now, but, for me, this is a huge accomplishment. This blog site is actually my first. I’ve never really been a blogger, owning resource sites in the past but never really writing. I’m glad my first one turned out so well. I’d never seen myself as much of a writer, but over the past year or so I’d found myself enjoying it. I love talking and all, but, for some reason, I find it much easier to explain my thoughts through writing.

Just forget about it.

Forget the times that he walked by.


Forget the times he made you cried.


Forget the times he spoke your name.


Remember-now, you're not the same.


Forget the times he held your hand.


Forget the sweet things if you can.


Forget the times, and don't pretend.


Remember now, he's just your friend.

but he's not anymore.

Message from your teacher.

Dear student,


    I see that you are tired. I tell you, drop your books and rest for a while. Why worry so much about your studies? Smile. Be confident. All you have to do is prepare well and be in school. Then, against the hundred question that tried to destroy you, there I'll stand and rescue you. Just do you best, and I'll take care of the rest.

Your teacher, 

Jesus

I.

I am stronger because I know my weaknesses.

I am wise because I've been foolish.

I laugh because I've known sadness.

Advice for young GIRLS

What's HIGHSCHOOL?

I'm talking 'bout you!

Happy Halloween!

"  I want candy!

 I want to play pranks!

 I want to attend a costume party!

 I want to watch horror films! "




and of course,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN to all of my readers!

 So, how is your Halloween weekends going?

What's the scariest thing that's happened to you?

Did they freak you out?

haha, I hope not!

For you, DAD.

Hopefully you will get well soon.

Long live, dad.

And god bless you.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Your surroundings.

Be inspired by your surroundings.

Everything you see.

Everything you experience.

Take it in and breathe it out.

I wish you were here.

I miss you a lot today.

xxxx

DIY

look! this is what I've done.

and

do you like it?

do you want it?

come and grab it!

that is all made by my own self.

it is also hand-made.

no robot.

no electrical power.

for more information,

please contact 

017-1234567

要记住的六句话

[做人的底线]

1 不做第三者，即使再喜欢。


2 骗我可以，但如果被我知道超过三次，请你有多远就滚多远。


3 如果你拿我不当一回事，我就会以同样方式对你。


4 我可以装傻，但别以为我真的傻。


5 我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线。


6 我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气。

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几千年前的事

呼!

好久没来更新了。。。

最近都没什么时间。

因为我实在"太忙"了!  (((我汗))))

只好向我亲爱得读者们说声"对不起"了。

我现在有好多事情想跟你们分享哦。。。

所以很抱歉地，接下来就得麻烦你们有神的眼睛了。

首先是有关我的生日礼物。

真的很感谢你们。真是万分感谢!

 谢谢紫欣! 谢谢你亲手自做的卡。世界上独一无二的卡!谢谢你!

AIVON,现在轮到你了! 谢谢你花了几分油钱为我买了这份味道一级棒的tiramisu cupcake! 真的很好吃!

至于这个呢。。。谢谢josephine, yee mun, evia, audrey, boon siew, elaine, evon, yung earn, kai thong, yan hui 和joey! 谢谢你们把属于我们的回忆送给我。我真的很开心、很满足! 我会很舍不得你们的!

这是前几天被我封为超级hot guy的男人!!! 他足以让我疯狂，甚至令我对他念念不忘! He is driving me nuts! 我相信你们应该不会对他感到陌生吧? 他就是 THE VOICE 里面的评审之一。

THE VOICE

还有! PMR之前还去了两三次书展。那边很大，书也很多，多到我眼花撩乱! 不过还好，在那边让我买了几本练习书，小说等等。呐! 就让你们瞧瞧我的战利品吧!

在书展的最后一天，我为了索取九把刀(Giddens)的签名，还特地与我姐一起塔lrt到那边叻! 我们排了超久的! 不过我不后悔，反而还很开心，因为那时是我跟姐单独去那么远的地方。他写的书超好看的! 我超崇拜他! 他的"这些年，我们一起追的女孩" 现在已是一部卖座的电影了。 我和朋友们已经打算要去看了咯!

呐! 这些都是我辛辛苦苦换来的签名! 我还跟他握了手哦!!! 感觉超幸福的!!!

看到了吗?这又是我亲手制作的。。。(不懂怎么称呼)哈哈! 好烂的设计喔! 都没穿过一次呢。但是不用紧，在这漫长的假期里，我还会努力设计出更好，更美，更特别的衣服!

厚厚~~这是我爸用他的血汗钱所买来的D7000。这相机还不赖。值得买。不过我都不会用，哈哈，都浪费掉了。我爸他还特地去了补习班，学了几样东西回来。 呵呵! 谢谢你，爸爸! 

好啦! 发生在几千年前的事都已说了出来了。

哈哈! 你们就得耐心的看下去，别错过! 

我还是会尽量定期上来更新的!

不会再让你们等几千年，几百年了!